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Entry: So long and GoodBye to Blogdrive Sunday, August 03, 2008

Wow.. haven't update this blog for a few months..! (well.. no one cares though..)

Well this is my last entry in blogdrive anyway..! Gonna change to another one..

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Finally I get to add a new blog entry! FINALLY!!
1. Been busy for SPM art project
2. Lazy
3. No time 'cause I move to a new house a month ago but it doesnt have the telephone line or gas etc, so if I want to online i have to go back to my previous house =_=|||
4. I wanted to blog after my drama performance end.

And few days ago it ended, means it time to blog everything after the last entry i added few months ago.. I hope i won't be writing too much without realising..lll
Well there're many things happened during these months ago, so.. I'll just separate them into a few chapters!

Chap 1 - Friendships thingy
Chap 2 - School life *the balance of ARTz*
Chap 3 - Family
Chap 4 - Drama life and Milkygreen
Chap 5 - X Japan + hide
Chap 6 - Me, my life and some craps

Game START!!

Chap 1 - Friendship thingy

Few months ago me and the other 3 of my friends had a friendship problem, and it last for about 2 months.. Well, the problem it's kinda small, but it's also big? ugh I don't know.. It's kinda complicated..? It's about thoughts.. again.. One of them is being to negative and we came up with some misunderstood.. and lost a friend for 2 months.. I never thought that this would end, I mean, I never thought that this friendship would recover again..!

Those days I'm kinda sad, mad and disappointed at that friend of mine (A) 'cause she's just too negative! But.. think about it again.. she a friend that I knew since primary standard 1.. more than 10 years of friendship! I cant believe this friendship would just end like this!

Then left the 3 of us.. I'm not really used to it 'cause I'm not that familiar with one of them (C) comparing to the friend i just lost and the other one (B).. I really wish everything would be back to normal, just like before..! I'm really tired of it..
Until that day on my birthday, my classmates gave me a small surprise celebration.. B made me a handmade card with some wishes from my classmates, A wrote it too.. Before this I don't dare to talk with her again 'cause who knows what will happen? Maybe it's going to be worse? But since then I started to talk to her again because of that wish/message, I know that she's ok now..

And now, we're friends again! 3 of us (me, A and B)! C.. she's still mad at her, and A still mad at her too.. Ugh.. it's complicated.. but I'm glad it's all over on me..!

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Chap 2 - School life *the balance of ARTz*

Well, this year is the last year of my secondary school life.

Since we started to stay back at school to do our art project for SPM, the relationship with my classmates are getting better than before =D Although it's not very close, but still, I'm happy about it =D
Our class it's not a class full of smart or good students, some of them have a lot of discipline probs, some of them are nice.. We're all different, but still, we are one..! (omg that's so lame!!) But I really love this class, they're all crazy!! LOL

Hm.. I really hope all of us will be closer 'cause it's the last year! And.. we're the last ART class in our school..! We're gonna be history!!! LOL

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Chap 3 - Family

They're the best family in the world and no one can replace them =D

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Chap 4 - Drama life and Milkygreen

Chinese Society Farewell

Hmm... Milkygreen.. I stopped attending to drama lesson start from.. April?

Ok, before that, we planned to have a drama performance again this year.. Actually I dont really wanted to this.. but most of them want to.. so.. ok..

Later then, our drama teacher wants us to write a drama each and everyone.. As a result, me and Carin's are chosen.. I was kinda happy but.. I felt kinda stressed suddenly.. I wrote the scrpit for a few days, chosen my actors and i finished it finally..! I was really excited to lend them the scrpit and started to practise!

Meiyee(my senior), QingTian and KaedE

We started practise in April every Monday, but I had problems with the scrpits and all that, so... these 4 days were wasted... Then I changed all the scripts..
I'm really stressed that month, so I decided to... "quit" drama....? Without any second thoughts... You know what? I actually felt really relax after I "quit" drama! I used to can't live without it! But now..? hmm..

Posters

Anyway, during the holidays in May, things are going well~ I'm more relax too! 'Cause I dont have to worry so much about it anymore.. But.. since I stopped attending drama lessons, my relationship with Milkygreen member are getting further.. except for my actors.. They're getting weirder..! Everyone changed including me... I can't get along with them anymore.. the only thing I can be happy with "Milkygreen" is when I'm practising the drama with my actors...

Me and my actors+actresses and poster

After the final performance

25 July and 1st August is the days of our performance.. I'm really happy of my my actors' appearance and my drama! I'm really glad I chosen them as my actors! The audience reaction.. I really happy about it..! During the show is running, I'm kinda nervous though D= ....

After the performance, our teacher asked us to form a big circle and sit on the floor.. It's been a long time I didnt formed a circle with them... my feeling is really complicated..! But I tried to control my feelings...

I love this shot LOL

But our teacher wants us to say out our feelings! At first I dont want to say it out, just listen to the others, but.. this is the last day, last chance to say my feeling out..! But I just say a little 'cause there're too much to say if I want to say..

My juniors.. which they're not familiar with me..

Btw, after I went home that day, I'm sad/regret about something! When I hug all of them, I've forgotten to hug my drama teacher and Carin and some of the others!!! I didnt noticed it 'cause I'm too frustrated!! NOOOO!!! *dies*

Milkygreen.. a place that I have a lot of good, happy, sad, bad, touch memories.. I'm going to leave it soon..? I really hated them.. but there're so many nice memories with them...! A LOT!! Drama lessons, recess, drama practise, school drama performances, drama competitions, drama camp etc etc... I really wanted to go to the drama camp again.. but... in the same time.. I don't..
I used to swear to myself I wont be leaving/stopping drama before I graduate from high school, but.... (this shows that swearing doesnt last long 'cause our thoughts are keep changing..|||)
Well at least I took quite many photos of them as memories..

Drama acting/Milkygreen started to disappear in my view..! It wont disappear, but not that important anymore... There're many other thing that are more important than it...

Ughh whatever.. no one cares even I'm there..!

...Well it's very hard to describe the feelings in there, only ourselves who're in there knew it though..

P/s: I sad because my sis didnt attend the performance... D=

So long Milkygreen..

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Chap 5 - X Japan + hide

Me and my sis' collection (most of them are hers..)

MINE!!!

I'm still addicted to hide and X Japan! Yay! XD

Hmm.. I wonder how's Yoshiki's neck and knees and wrist? Hope he's getting better..!
Toshi! He's still cute with his teeth! XD
Pata! Cat!! XD
Heath! Skinny like a stick!! =X
hide!...... where is he..?

Oh yea.. he's.. gone.. dead... for more than 10 years..!

The 10th Anniversary Memorial Summit of his death in May.. I love his performance with Spread Beavers and X..! Is he really dead.. for 10 years..!? I'm still thinking about this.. I still think he's alive sometimes.. I know it's stupid! But It's just so weird... He really doesnt look like from the 80s/90s..!
Hmm.. hide with Zilch.. actually their songs are nice too, BUT the lyrics are disgusting..ll||l And I dont like that "Electric Cucumber" song because it's REALLY disgusting and the hide in the PV is.. creepy... T_____T

hide BIBLE is out few days ago!! I'm so sad 'cause Kinokunya dont have it.. =( Maybe it's still not in stock? Maybe later? But I cant wait anymore!! I'm gonna buy it from YesAsia! XD I GOTTA HAVE IT!!!

X Japan..! I wanna go to their concert!! DX But Yoshiki.. Poor hime.. D=

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Chap 6 - Me, my life and some craps

Hmm.. this "chapter".. there's not much to talk about it now actually.. Just.. my studies... and some other things like some special days or something~

Less than 3 months left and it's time for SPM!!! NOOOOOO!!!! Why can't I be concentrate to study?!! I gotta have more than 4 or 5 A s and the lowest grade would be C or D!! (NOT Malay, English, Art!) I gotta achieve my dreams!!!

Talking about my dreams... I found out that I love Fine Art more than Graphic or illustration... maybe I'll take that course.. I DONT CARE whether it has no future or what, I just love it..!! So what?!

Fine art, photography, hair styling, make-up, music, rock band...!!! Most of the things I love have no future in this country..! UGHH!!!

Rock band.. I wanna save money to buy my first electric guitar!! But... hide BIBLE, X JAPAN Memorial Photobook, X Rose & Blood Tour Photobook.. There're a lot of things I haven buy!! After SPM, I'm gonna start to find a job, save the money to buy my first electric guitar!! And I gotta buy a Fernandes Burny too!!! ROAARRR!!!! Then I'm gonna learn it myself!
Next, if my trial exam is good, I can go to college immediately! Yay!!....|||

Oh ya! My birthday is in June, and it's the best birthday I had ever had for now!
I celebrated it with my family just as usual. We went to the Subang Sheraton Hotel to eat some buffet (we got free coupon =D), it's not really grand or what, but I just love to celebrate with them.. I can't think what my birthday withoput my family will be like.. for me it's just so sad.. D= And guess what my sis bought me?? A hide PLUSH DOLL!!!!

I'm so shocked when I saw it!! Well before she give it to me I was having a bad mood because I can't find my things (we just moved and havent unpack all the things).. After my sis gave it to me, I opened it and saw a hide picture, under it I saw some red hair... o____________o??!!!! I stunned for a few seconds, later then my tears BURST out!!! SO FREAKIN HAPPY U KNOW?!!! IT'S A hide DOLL!!!! I can't believe it's happening right now!!! It's so freakin expensive u know?! But my sis bought it for me!! DX She's the worst and the best sis in the world!! X3
I still can't believe that I own a hide doll now!!

Ok.. because of the hide doll, the next day I had a great mood! LOL! Then I noticed that my friends were acting a bit weird, and I knew that there would be something happen later.. but I didnt bother about it 'cause later it will happen too. After school, my classmates gave my a small surprise belated celebration! I was so happy 'cause I'm with my classmates..!

Birthday cake from my classmates~

Ugh I dont know how to say..||| It's a very happy birthday to me..! Since I went to sencondary school, not much people know/remember about my birthday.. Last year my friends gave me a small surprise too (I knew it too), that's the first time I celebrated with my friends.. This year.. is even better...!!

Next!! Bon Odori!
I went with my sis~ I went there having a bad mood because of the yukata! IT'S SO HARD TO WEAR IT!!!

This is the first time I went to Bon Odori, I can't believe there're so many ppl there!! CRAZY!! It's so funny 'cause when we just arrive, a group of girls (i think their age is about 13~16?) came to us and wanted to take photo with us! Guess what? They thought we're Japanese!! LOL =X It's just so funny that moment! I know it's bad laugh about it.. but.. wearing a yukata doesnt mean we ARE Japanese..!

Bought ice-cream and iced milo~ I LOVE ICED MILO!!! X3 It's kinda bored there and my obi is getting loose =___+||| But I love to dance with all of them during the traditional/culture dance session! XD
Oh ya, I met some of my schoolmates btw D= So swt..ll|

Hmm.. My hair looks brownish...!

My sis graduation!!
Finally she graduated from diploma! I'm kinda angry 'cause she don't like the blue roses I bought for her!! D:< I knew she like lilies (izit lilies? I forgot what it called in english o__o|||), but when I saw blue roses I thought she want the blue roses more because she likes it too, they're pretty, Yoshiki like roses, in X Japan's song lyrics always have the word "blue rose"... But she didnt like it D=<
Anyway, later then I only knew that BLUE roses are fake...!! My sis told me that blue roses are actually white roses coverd with blue paint..!! I'M SO SAD 'CAUSE I DONT KNOW ABOUT IT!!! I thought there're such thing as BLUE rose!!! NOOO!!! Yoshiki!! You... you lie to me!! Your lyrics tricked me!!! D=

Ok! Now I'm going to show off my masterpiece!! LOL =X

My SPM art project (interior design - kitchen)