Actually there's nothing special.. it's 29 February.. every 4 years only have one 29 Feb.. so it's special la..|||
oh ya, yesterday i said that i watch hide's TV Documentary... watch until cry ahhh!!!! he's like.. such a nice person.. i mean really a NICE guy..!! although he's a bit weird and crazy and hentai or like a joker(he was like X Japan's Joker!!), but he care so much about his fans!!!!
SEE!!! Why would a person so nice just die like that...?!!! why all the good ones have to die so early!!! that so unfair!!! T___________T
HIDE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! T___________T
*ehem* ok...next topic..
today is friday, that means got drama lesson.... last time our teacher asked the few of us seniors do a drama director report(swt dunno how to say la).. and... me and Carin's "story" have been chosen to perform in this year's performance.... I dunno whether i'm more to happy or what.. happy bcoz i have a chance, and mine have been chosen, means it's quite not bad.. but in the other hand.. i think is abit rush...!! ughh whatever!!
heh! long time didnt update this blog!! nth to do so just update for fun~ today finished the first semester monthly test.. hope i get better results than last time.. (yay~ my english paper is the highest mark in my class!! 27/30~~ weheh!! =X)
anyway.. i'm still in love with hide and X Japan! wooo~ X Japan's Tokyo Dome concert.. really wish to go...!!! but i got no money..!! but now even i have money or not i also can't go 'cause all the tickets were sold out!!! but.. i dun really want to go too because... it's not the same X Japan... without hide... =(
ugh now watching at hide's TV Documentary until cry!! why he died...?!! why he want to drink alcohol!!! ughghhgh!!! he just going to start be famous but then suddenly died..!! before this in my room while i'm doing my thing in my room and listening to hide's song, and when i started to sing, suddenly felt very down and stop singing.. why he just die like that...?? and he doesnt look like from the 90s..!! still look alive..!!
wghhh!! hide!!! X__________X
now i'm saving money to buy an electric guitar btw.. i wanna learn electric guitar..!! and drums.. and bass.. and also piano o____o|||| i wanna learn!!! have to save many money but dunno save until when!! $%#$%#^
the PV of their new song/SAW IV's ost - I.V. had released!! Here's the PV!!
YAY~!!! XD
But.. it's really sad.. without HIDE.... although the lyrics is kinda "scary", but... the melody sounds so sad.. plus, they kept shooting HIDE's guitar and performance.... THAT'S VERY SAD OK?!! T____T but still.. happy for that =) (i mean.. they put HIDE in the PV la... SWT what am i saying?! of course must have HIDE laa!!)
hmm.. dunno when will their single release..?? There will be that song that YOSHIKI wrote for HIDE "Without You" in the single... dunno whether will the single release in Malaysia?? I hope it will... >___<
OK!! Time for other X performance!!! =X (i dun care!! i just wanna post!!!)
Celebration (Live)
Kurenai Live TV
DAHLIA (1996/2/9 TV appearence)
Kurenai Kouhaku live
(you would never see any kouhaku performance now.. ever!)
Kurenai PV
DAHLIA (January 26 1996 POP JAM)
Ok la enough already...ll|
*sigh* i really loveeeeeeeee HIDE's style!! He was so funny and his style are always the most outstanding one!! The Kouhaku's look..!! His clothes looks like rubbish but dunno why it looks so nice on him! and his hair!! (although some are fake hair la..) but his hair still looks so nice!!! ARGH!! how come he's so pretty?!!
eleh... now my sis also love X too.. but she love YOSHIKI noy HIDE, i love HIDE ^^ haih.. now only love X ah..? so late.. (i mean late than me la)
hmm.. now i cant decide which is the better guitarist!! HIDE or Hisashi?!! o___o|||| HIDE is a great musician/guitarist/performer/entertainer, Hisa is a great guitarist.....||||| NOOOOOO!!!!
Anyway.. either there're many famous young visual jrock band, X will always be the greatest!!!
Skool day on Saturday + ADA Drama Award 2007 @ MTC Hall
Hmm.. although yeaterday was Saturday, but still we have to go to skool for the replacement of chinese new year holiday.. One word.. BORING... and dunno why no mood tired and sleepy.. ugh whatever la..
Really "lazy".. i mean.. dun "dare"/dun want to say out my thoughts to them now.. coz the things i say.. they'll be ignoring... like sometimes i wanted to talk about ZunKong camp.. i wanted to tell them how fun and how memoriable it is.. but.. they will just like.. dun want to hear.. i mean.. act like they hear nth... then.. i felt that.. most of our thoughts are.. different.. really different.. dunno how to say la.. like some of the topics that they say.. i dun really like too much 'bout it.. just want to know a bit la.. but dun want to know too much.. coz i dun want to split too much.. like last year.. those two mistakes... are the same.. i was just trying to solve the problem, but.. it became worst... i really had enough.. i had enough of these lessons.. and i'll wont be doing the same thing again and again... it's really suffering..! I dun want to say out more, dun want to know more.. i rather be quiet more than splitting out/know more about those things..!
After skool.. went back home --> bath etc --> choose clothes that i wanted to wear to the ADA Drama Award!! --> tuition =.=||| i didnt get to take a nap!! T__T
*skip the tuition*
OK!! The award ceremony!! Waseh.. those ppl ah.. wear so.. err.. nice? and all with makeup... i didnt wear any make up!! but i think i already look cool without make up =X wear like Ah Cat! =X Then i saw PeiLi!! then Wetwet!! Hmm.. la ma ke.. still miss them!! But just the 3 of us attended.. =( (feel quite uncomfortable coz i dun usually wear so "formal" =.=||) So sad la.. coz the other skools many attended.. but our skool.. just me and Carin =.=||| Then, me and Carin kept acting stupid while watching the TV in a room that was playing those culture/tradisional stuffs.. kept making sound effect for them!! ... so no manners...|||
*fast forward*
ok... the "red carpet" time!! (LOL) Saw Frankie laoshi!! His hair.. i like the previous one before he cut it.. =( Then also saw YuHong!! Means there're 5 La Ma Ke members(include Frankie laoshi) attended this ceremony!! >___< Oh ya! as for my camp group frens of the year before last year aka Lai Duo, YuHong(again) and Pei Fun attended!! And one more.. DunXian!! Our LaiDuo group leader!! Long time no see lor!! So shock to see him attend! (but i didnt act stupid or what la.. just "eh? DunXian..!" la..) Waa.. really long time no see lor.. 1 year++! And he's from Penang, hard to meet him back 1 leh..!
So "wahh" la all TEA members!! All green in colour!! all look soooo nice!! Lol Milo laoshi looks very "liong"!! Tammy laoshi..!! Love her look the most!! So COOL!!! Eva laoshi very nice also~! Her high heel shoes are GREEN!! Amelia laoshi and Yong Chang laoshi wear indian look! Eve laoshi cut her hair already! looks nice!! Other teachers also look nice!!! X3 X3 Of course not only TEA Theatre attend la! Other theatre group also attended like PingStage, Noise Performance House etc.. But all are chinese drama groups la, coz this award is chinese drama award la.. Some of the host and DJ etc of our country also attended!! Like the Astro show E-ha! 's host Si Yi..! I dun even recognise it was her!!
*fast forwarddd*
*the stage*
Before the award starts, those who gave the speech... waa... so long la... But some of the things they said quite "awww X3 T__T".. and the first one who gave the speech!! So funny+ cute!! XD (not the looks la)
Then, the opening ceremony performance by TEA TEENS 3 and PTG!!
*ehem..* i know the quality is very... cheap.. but my dad took the camera to penang already.. so i use my phone to take... (I WANT A CAMERA!!!! A PROFESSIONAL CAMERA!!) anyway, their performance of course.. NICE!!
OK FAST FORWARD LAAA!!!
The last award is "Best Drama".. So shock and happy coz TEA got it!!
LOL the one on the right so small =.=
Group pic (not include the audience of course) =.=
haih... stupid quality...
Anyway, really glad that Tea got some awards!
The results:
1 Best Drama： 长屋假期 -TEA 剧场 2 Best Director： 刘锦康 [长屋假期] 3 Best Original Script： 李永强，邱风宁，黄国正，江邦慧 [长屋假期] 4 Best Actor： 李健群 [我的十五像鸟一样不回来] 5 Best Actress ： 陈彩珍 [哎呀呀大任务] 6 Best Supporting Actor： 卢俊聪 [我的十五像鸟一样不回来] 7 Best Supporting Actress： 林冬辉 [哎呀呀大任务] 8 Best New Artiste： 李健群 [我的十五像鸟一样不回来] 9 Best Set Design： 李承运 [哎呀呀大任务] 10 Best Costume： 李承运 [哎呀呀大任务] 11 Best Lighting Design： 黄振业 [我的十五像鸟一样不回来] 12 Best Original Music： 卢雪汉，潘秋桦，陈慧妮，刘家荣，李厚学，李永昌[长屋假期] 13 Best Printed Material Design ： 李承运 [哎呀呀大任务] 14 年度最佳整体演出： 十 [The Actors Studio & Noise Performance House] 15.网络最受欢迎戏剧 : 长屋假期
(TEA got 1, 2, 3, 12,15~!)
Really shock when Best Costume, Best Set Design, and Best Printed Material Design are not TEA Theatre!! o___o||| because i really love their stage, costume and booklet..! maybe that group really better than them..? o__o||| oh well~
I'm kinda sad after the award finish// coz i didnt get to take pictures with PeiLi, Wetwet, YuHong and Frankie laoshi.. (and Milo laoshi la) but Milo can see him many times mar.. but La Ma Ke.. not the same...PeiLi want go back like that already.. Wetwet already went back.. YuHong dunno go where already.. Frankie laoshi go gather diudnt come out of the hall... sigh... As for Lai Duo.. also the same.. =(
Sigh... maybe the next time La Ma Ke will meet at Jia Dong skool's performance? PeiLi is going to perfom!! Cant wait for another day to meet La Ma Ke members...!!
Hmm.. start from the first day of skool, i've been trying to be happy as possible.. i dun want to think too much, make myself too much to think, know my frens' problems TOO much, make others "mm song" or "mm song" others etc etc.. 'cause those things.. now i think is those are wasting my thought's energy(?).. tired of that.. from the first day of skool, the most of the time i kept laughing.. just happy.. after skool also go back home happily.. but this day.. just because of "sing k" this thing.. makes me... ughh.. dunno how to say la.. bcoz today is yvonne's bday, so they plan to go out.. at first they say go to Steven's Corner or Station 1.. then suddenly say wan to go sing k or what.. then.. i dun wan to go.. 'cause i hate it.. then.. alah.. dunno how to say la.. all of them wan to go except me.. bcoz of me they cant go.. i hate sing k.. not only because i dun like it and it's expensive.. every time i went there i wont be happy.. i dun like those environment.. but then cancel everything already coz yvonne's mum dun let her go..
Today.. went to Lion Dance meeting... i can't believe i attended this meeting... 'cause i judt decided to quit..! I told Yenting that i just attend this meeting but wont come back to practise anymore.. then ngdehdeyu.... (fast forward)... actually i come just to help for the Hari Orentasi since i cant come back.... dunno la... so confuse that moment..! Then "Choi Gor" them say the things.. makes me really wan to stay..! i really want to learn those drums(this is not those band's drum set la)..! dunno la... i wan to go back... and... there're only left about 5 or < thsn 5 girls members only.. So.. on hari orentasi... must get more girl members to join Lion Dance!! and... get more boy members to join drama(less boys la.. T__T)!!
hmm.. maybe i'll discuss with my mum again one day.. 'cause my schedule.. quite ok.. i think wont disturb my studies for SPM...?
Hmm.. i found out that all of the X members.. their names are now all in capital letters!! dunno whether is correct or not la.. but i'll write in in capital letters too then~
Last week finally watched that movie "Seth et Holth" starring HIDE and TUSK!! One comment for HIDE.... HE IS SOOOO PRETTYY!!!!!! X3!!! I dun really understand the whole story but i did search for wiki and other infos of this clip.. their imagination kinda good LOL and.. got some parts it's very disgusting/scary.. some is weird.. the ending there, where Seth and Holth kena tangkap by human... nearly cry(LOL)!! Hmm... one comment for this movie... yappari an artistic film (=_=)b waseh.. HIDE is really an "artistic person" la!! cool!! o__oll|
Hmm.. last Thursday (Jan 3) school starts! I thought i'm going to sleep in class again (plus i didnt sleep well the day before that), but i didnt!! o__o|||
It's not so bad 'cause i kinda had a great day.. but in class we didnt sit in the same place like last year 'cause some of them dun want to = but then it's not so bad la Our guru simpanan is Puan Mas (Maths teacher).. she's very nice =D and our last year's BC teacher teach us again! but this year she teach us moral.. but that's good 'cause she still teach us!! and other classes teach by lee ooi peng..!! My God!! But she teach us PJ la.. so swt.. =O Our class shirt! Football jersey~~ so happy that most of them agreed this idea =D
I still love the time while recess, 'cause i get to be crazy with Milkygreen again!! Me, Carin, and SiYang kept saying the "jampi" before meal during the camp be fore we eat XD
Hmm... on Friday after skool we have a meeting of some performance of hari orentasi and chinese week in skool.. the hari orentasi performance i'm just the "os".. so.. no need stay at skool to practise or what la.. but the chinese week perfomance... i beh tahan say i wanna perform too (especially because the performance is non-logic performance!! XD)!! But.. have to stay in skool to practise after skool... i dunno how to stay late in skool for practise because i promised my mum i wont perofrm anymore... maybe just stay to practise for some day..? Hmm dunno la.. anyway i just want to perform...!!! .... can't wait for that day!! X3
Last night in msn.. yenting asked me whether i got go to lion dance practise or not.. i said i wont... then she say what many ppl dun wan to go.. ask me izit because i want to sleep(have to wake up early) then i say "hehe..^^||||".. and i haven confirm whether i'll go back to lion dance or what.. and she said (continued last night) what, if those drama members sometimes attend the lesson sometimes didnt, what would i think.. then because my sis want to us the pc so i just sign out...
After that i told my mum that girls can join lion dance already (i haven told my mum about this).. she asked me i wan to join back ah? i said i dunno.. then she asked me to aim for Dasein.. dun join too may activities.. ....... then i confirm liao.. i wont go back to lion dance.. i already very lucky that my mum still let me stay in drama.. now one more activity..? no..
there're some other reasons that i dun really wan to stay in lion dance... 1. always creating fake rumors 2. always have many problems 3. most of the members.. they're thoughts are not mature.. dun think of others.. 4. most of them use foul languages... =.=|||||||
just now i signed in again.. she said what(continued last night), if we dun wan go then suan liao.. then i forgot what she say la.. well.. ok.. i'm quiting anyway.. she wan think i leave because i want to sleep or what also whatever la..
ok!! non-skool-related topic!! (aiyah.. X and hide again la..)
my God!! finally i get to listen those songs in Yoshiki's myspace!!! FINALLY!! Especially that song he wrote for hide after hide died (Without You) and X's new song "IV"!!! "Without You".. sound so nice and.. sad... =( i still can't belive hide is was dead.. for about 10 years already!!! my God!! Man.... i wanted to download this song (actually just melody la)... BUT I CANT FIND ANY SITES THAT CAN LET ME DOWNLOAD IT!!!! NOOOO!!!! Ok.. next.. "IV"!! Ooo.. i didnt know that this song is full english too *__* Toshi's voice.. still so... fuyoh.. hmm.. i think this song doesnt sound like X.. but still nice!!! But... when i thought of hide was dead...... WGHHH!!!! X withou hide was like... SO SAD!!!!! T_____T OK NEXT!!! *sniff* there're two ver of "Tears" (X's song).. one is an unreleased ver, another one is their Tokyo Dome concert... the concert one.. the fans sing along with them.. so "awwww"....!! >___< Can't wait for their new song release on 25!!
Last night search for hide in Youtube again =.=||| Found some tribute clip of hide and hide + Kami(Malice Mizer) from their fans..
Tribute to hide+Kami:
Song: Tears by X Japan
Tribute to hide
Song: Unnamed Song by Violet UK
The hide tribute's song is by Yoshiki's Violet UK.. nice right..? =D
*sigh*.. why do those great musicians always dies first..?! that's so.. not fair.. =( Kami's death is more "logic".. but hide's death.. so swt!! If he was not drunk/didnt do anything/just go to sleep since he was drunk, he would be dead right now!! T__T
Then i searched for Seth et Holth, the movie starring hide and TUSK.. last night i just watched the forst part.. it was like... so... EWWW.... and i dun really understand =( But i can say... hide is REALLY PRETTY!!! Now i'm going to watch part 2... X__X
Swt i STILL think hide's death is.. not true...! He really feels like not dead ok?!
Last night Kouhaku have ZARD's vocal.. hmm.. really wish to see hide (or X) appear in Kouhaku but.. they didnt.. =(
Next year.. er.. i mean this year's 2nd of May is on Friday..! Really wish to see hide in Music Station or Music Japan..!! I think will have la 'cause.. this 2nd of May is his 10th Anniversary of.. his death..!! (swt that doesn't sound right.. =)
UGGHHHH!! Can't wait for that day!! >_____<
Btw, happy belated birthday to hide! =D =X I found a very cute and funny and swt clip made by fan of hide for his 2007 birthday!! XD
p/s: i want a hide doll... and his Rocket Dive jacket.. and many other things!! But they're just way too expensive....!! T_______T
Kouhaku.. i have to record for my sis 'cause she's working but my mum wants to watch her show so i can't record or watch the beginning of the show for an hour.. i didnt get to see w-inds. and WaT's performance =.=
Then my sis came back from work.. kept blabbing around that she cant watch w-inds. or WaT or Mornig Musume or whatever.. eh hello? i didnt watch too ok? no need to be so noisy and being so irritating ok?!
This day start from evening my mood already destroy by my family!! UGHH!!! SUCKS!!! Always said that i always show THAT LOOK.. Oi, if there's no one make me angry i wouldn't be like that ok?!! Always said that i didnt think of other ppl.. u think u guys have meh?!! NO!! U guys never think how come i always like that!!! And still want to say that i'm selfish!!! Always say i 顶嘴!! HELLO?!! I very long time no do that already ok?!! still wan said that i'm still doing that?!! what's you're problem?!! Really hate to talk with u guys!! because whatever i asid u guys will say i 顶嘴!!! What's you're problem now?!!! really hate to talk with you all!!! I'm trying to change, i mean, i DID changed BUT STILL U GUYS DIDN'T NOTICE!!! WHAT'S WRONG WITH U PPL!!!! I REALLY WANNA EXPLODE WHILE LISTENING U GUYS BLABBING!!!!! I WANTED TO SAY SOMETHING BUT EVERYTIME I SAID SOMETHING AND U GUYS WILL SAID THAT I 顶嘴 SO I RATHER SHUT UP AND BE QUIET!!!
I always tried to calm down and think that those things that u guys said are all for my own good.. but sometimes.. you guys are just too much.. TOO MUCH OK?!!! I kept holding tried to calm down tried to be quiet tried to be not like before and all that.. but it's really suffering me... i kept holding those anger and it feel sucks ok..!!? i can't take this anymore...!!! I really wanna hit something!! Hit someone!! Hit the wall!! Kick the chairs!!! EVERYTHING!!!! I didnt thought of this when i'm thinking another thing or being at another place.. but when u guys did these to me.. i really wish to die...!!!
I . had . enough .
My God.. someday i'm really going to explode if i can't take it anymore...!!! I really had enough of these...!!!
Hmm.. a few hours left and it's going to be 2008... Kinda sad 'cause 2007 is really a good year for me..
In my class (4A), i'm not THAT quiet anymore.. well maybe because there're "friends" that doesn't treat me as invisible in my class.. and.. i even have "friends".. There're some problems too but.. i think it's "good" 'cause i've never "experience" this before... Form5.. next year i'm going to be form 5.. that's like.. too fast...! SPM... NOOO!!! I love this year... i really wish it would always be form4/2007...!
Drama.. Milkygreen.. there're some problems too, but... whatever la..! I'm still happy in there =D and i get to act crazy with them.. that's fun =) Hmm.. thanks to my mum 'cause she still let me stay in Milkygreen.. but just.. without attending those performance... =( This year's ZunKong drama camp.. feels GREAT... greater than last year... maybe because i'm not that quiet anymore.. glad that i changed..! I really love my group.. =(
Family... they're still the best family although sometimes i hate them =D =X
Ok... later the 58th Kouhaku Utagassen ig going to start!! Hope the white team will win~ =D Hmm.. really wish to see X Japan appear in there... =(
Talk about X... I still can't believe hide was dead..! He's so.. he really looks like from this generation laa!! Doesn't look like 30++(before he died la)!! .... Really sad when listen to Good Bye, Pink Spider, Ever Free, Rocket Dive, Pink Cloud Assembly, Flame, LEMONed I Scream, Forever Love... Especially Pink Spider(and Pink Cloud Assembly), Rocket Dive and Ever Free... 'cause they're his "newer songs" before he died... ugh dunno how to say la... just.. he doesn't feels like a person who was already dead... and it's already about 10 years!!! My God... really weird la that feeling...!
Anyway.. I still can't believe he's dead(for 10 years already!! GOD!!!) That's so weird...!! T_____T
(please read part 1 first then only read this entry..||| But.. no need read also can 'cause they're too long..=_=||)
Day 5
The next day.. omg.. the "song" (aka alarm) is playing..!! Woke up... outside the room.. "eh.. how come those ppl standing outside the corridor..." walk..walk.. walk.. to the toilet.. brush teeth.. wash face... came out from the toilet... "swt.. those ppl are another camp's ppl.. =.=||||" In the room.. nth to do... and guess what..? that "alarm" is not for us.. is for another camp... And the alarm is on 7am..!! =.=||||||||||| GOD!!! I just slept for 2 hrs++!!! But i'm not tired.. *___* "Hmm.. today is the day to go home eh..?" Pack up my things... then decorate my report... i draw the 12 of us.. (but i just draw our hairs 'cause i duno how to draw those eyes nose mouth =_=) hmm.. some of their hair are kinda har to draw/forgot which side..? then i draw/sketch the candles as backgroud... hmm.. looks nice =D =X Then chat with PeiLi.. then ahLing came.. talk talk talk talk... After i finished drawing/sketching, we put our report into the "letter box", and go out of the room.. XinYuan is also out there..! Hmm.. then the camp leader came and told us we can go to the canteen already..
the four of us are the earliest in our group = Then all of them came except MeiJun.. dunno why she's so slow.. =__=||| Hmm... start from arrived the canteen.. our group is very down... the other groups are very noisy and kept laughing.. but... our group... Dunno la.. i already wanted to cry at the begining.. my tears kept comingout and i hold it until very...... ugh man... Our group just kept quiet.. Yu Tao kept trying to entertaint us.. but.. i can't laugh la.. When we saw Frankie lao shi.. he's wearing specs.. we all know why he wears that spec.. it's because he cried.. his eye become very 肿... all of of became very down.. then a 工委 came to take our group photo.. Called Frankie lao shi.. then we searched for our babysitter.. but the 工委 told us he leaved..!! We were like.. what the...?! We haven't take any photo with our babysitter before...!!! Our group became MORE down.. Take photo... we all tried to be happy while taking photos.. after finished taking photos.. we're down again... While sitting there with my group... i dunno what to do... i kept thinking... is this really the last day..? Do i really have to leave them...? I dun wanna leave.. i dun wanna leave them... not now..!! then suddenly Frankie lao shi put a flower.. beside have 10 small pieces of paper with pictures of four leaf clovers... then he gave us each a candy.. Become more down laa!! That moment my tears really want to burst out!!!! I kept thinking the same thing... i dun wanna leave them so early.. it's too early..!!! I kept look around.. dunno what to do..!! I just dun wanna leave...!!!
“极品(gek ban)" pose
dinasour pose =__+||
Do we look happy in these two pics? 'cause we're not..
工委s + JunYao lao shi (camp headmaster) + Easy lao shi (camp headmistress)
All teachers Left to right: Upper: Tammy, Eva, Frankie, WeiFu, Emiko, Eve, Mingjie Bottom: FungLing, Amelia, Milo, JunYao, Easy, ShangQuan
Then suddenly.. our teacher is talking using the mic... he's the one to end this camp...!! So our group are the most down ones.. When he asked the all of us to hold our group members' hands and close our eyes, all of us immediately cry.. especially because the one who was talking is our teacher..!!! Ughh..!! Hate that feeling..!! because i dun wanna leave so soon!! When we open our eyes, shit.. all my tears are on the table!! LOL!!! I faster wipe them off!!! And my fringe are all wet too!! X__X Then, err.. he told the all of us to stick the paper with four leaf clover onto the cloth thingy behind... Hmm.. our group is the most "special" one! Because we stick the pictures and form a circle, but the others just stick on the cloth ^^
After that.. still very.. blur and complicate feeling laa..!! Then those teachers stand on the bench and bow to us.. then they walk away..!! Our teacher is the last one who went away.. then we bow back to him..... Ughh!! that moment really..!!! Dunno how to say laa!! Just... sad...!! I dun wanna go yet..!!
Hmm.. every teacher went away.. Frankie lao shi too.. Then... our group still very... ugh.. just very 舍不得... Then it's time to take back our things (phone, wallet etc).. i was like.. dunno where to go or what la..!! Kept walking around.. i just dun want to leave..!! Then I heard the camp leader called our skool's name, so i just quickly walk to the front.. ZhenHui took the plastic bag (inside have many other palstic bags).. Search for my things.. but.. none of them are mine!! Carin can't find her things too!! So we go back to the front.. continue searching.. but still i can't find it!!!! But later Carin found mine!! Pheww..!! .....
YuTao and PeiLi
XinYuan and MeiJun
Blood Vein and Milkygreen (ahLing+XingLing)
Back to my group... took some pictures as memories of course..!! The four leaf clovers.. the flower that our teacher gave us... our logo.. took pictures with PeiLi, YuTao, XinYuan, MeiJun, BloodVein, ahLing Xinling them.. the others.. dunno where they go... Me and PeiLi wanted to take photo with the whole group, but some of them are gone..!
In the lift XD (those ppl so swt la.. already 4 days WALK up to the stair.. now they can take the lift they dun wan =X)
After took our lougages and bags.. i just go to the skool Door A there wait for Carin 'cause i tumpang her dad's car... Hmm.. dunno la... I just can't smile or laugh there.. whenever i "laugh" or "smile", i just think that was sooo fake!! I rather just dun laugh..!! Dunno la.. while waiting i just kept listening to hide's and X's songs.. In Carin's dad car.. kept day dreaming.. in the journey, we passed by the road.. last year we (Milkygreen) walked to Times Square after the camp..! And that primary skool that looks like hotel..!! God.. =.=||| Hm.. still wanna cry in the journey.. Carin too.. T____T
Arrived home.. I thought my mum would be happy to see me, but her response was just normal.. After packed my things, went to bath.. Man.. cried again while bathing!!! I really miss them...!!! NOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!! This whole day i have no mood.. felt very down.. and my mum still scold me just because of a plastic bag =.= My mood became more bad =.= When my sis came back from work, she bought me a christmas cake!! =D Taste good!! XD While washing the dish, i suddenly thought of those funny things in the camp.. then i suddely laugh (without any voice la of course!) I quickly turned my head to another direction 'cause later my family think i'm crazy!!! Online..!! yay! there's our group topic in TEA Forum!! Happy~ XD
This day.. have to wake up early to but my skool uniform and shoes at JJ.. Kept thinking about them.. Suddenly ahLing and PeiLi smsed us!! I wanted to sms them too!! So i did~ And tell them i kept thinking about those memories.. And they're the same too!! XD
