Note 1: Change encoding to Chinese Simplified
Note 2: Some of the "journey" had messed up X__X||
Note 3: Some i forgotten =X
Note 4: LONGEST entry in December =.=|||
Note 5: Finished this entry from 18 Dec until today =.=|||
Went to ZunKong drama camp last Thursday (13 dec) and came back yesterday.. I'm really glad that i'm in this group..
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Day 1

The first day, i'm kinda nervous and scare 'cause i knew that i'm going to be level 3 since last year i'm level 2... So the day before that i can't sleep well of course..
Tumpang Carin's dad's car.. she didnt slept well too.. In the car i kept listen to hide's song, watch hide's clips and pv... because i can't listen or watch his songs during this 5 days 4 nights in camp.. =(

Milkygreen @ ZunKong
-From left to right: Fion, Xingling, KarYi, Carin, KaedE, SiYang, ZhenHui, ahLing(bottom)
The theme of the camp this year is "撒旦的秘密" (Satan's secret)..
When arrive there, SiYang and Zhenhui just arrived too! Then we search for the other Milkygreen members (ahLing, xingling, kar yi, fion and ahKang)~
Then we "check in" and put our bags and lougages (i dunno how to spell) into our room = classrooms.. after that, time to check what group we're in!
This year is different with last year.. Last year they write what group we're in onto some mahjong papers, but this year.. they gave us each a part of manila card that was cut into pieces.. like puzzles.. different colour of the paper and different colour of the drawings means different group.. I got a blue manila card with purple drawings.. ahLing too!! omg.. ahLing same group with me!! Last year she level 1 and now she level 3!! O__o||| xingling also level 1 to level 3!! she same group with ahKang!! Carin and Zhenhui level 4 same group!! SiYang, Kar yi and fion level 2 but different group...
The next thing we do is search for our group members!! Omg Yu hong same group with me again!! QiuYan also same group with me!! (Know her in TeaTime14 ^^) We kept search for people that was holding blue manila card.. if it's blue then we check the colour of the drawings~ it's kinda fun ^^" One of them (Pei Li) got a blue manila card, but her drawing is blue in colour! The other blue manila card is with green drawings, so we guess maybe she's same group with us since the colour blue is much closer than purple..? We sat down and form a circle.. wondering what's the name of our group? who is going to be our teacher? We gathered all the pieces but.. there're still more we haven gather! We saw the word "克" and some parts of some word but we have no idea what words are they.. The other groups have more than 10 members but.. our group members just have about 10...
Then a teacher gave us the camp booklet.. We search for the group with the word "克" but there're two groups with that word! One is "拉玛克" and the other one i forgot what's the name =X But the puzzle.. there's a part we can saw that the word is "玛"! So we knew that our group is "拉玛克"~ Then check who is going to be our teacher.. and it's... Frankie lao shi!!
While waiting, we kept searching for the remaining members but there's no more!! So we started to chat... I try to be talkactive as possible as i can.. Just me, ahLing and Yu Hong is more talkactive =__+||| It's kinda "cold"....
Then the "ceremony" started.. The MC said that, if we still haven gathered all the puzzles or there're some members haven arrive, we can go to the front to take the remaining pieces!! So Yu Hong quickly go take and... we are "拉玛克"..!!
Hmm.. the skool's headmaster gave a speech.. while listening.. i felt kinda down.. and envy... because their headmaster encourage them to join drama club..!! and many things.. I kept thinking, why our skool can't be like them? Why our stupid headmaster Ah Chu can't be like this headmaster?!! I hate this useless pricipal!!!
After that, play game with all the other groups and bla bla bla... these are not really important laa!
Ok~ go to our classroom!! And our class is on the 4th floor = M... > 1> 2> 3> 4!! omg!! I'm soooo freakin' happy!! because it's just 4 floors!! Last year i'm on the 8th floor!!! GOD!!!
My team mates.. me, ahLing, Pei Li, Yu Tao, Xin Yuan, Mei Jun,Qiu Yan, Wetwet, Yu Hong and Wei Jun.. Just the 10 of us.. and our babysitter - Ah Geng (Qing Jing)
Hmm.. in the class... we're quite quiet o___o||| REALLY quiet i i think =X When we saw Frankie lao shi.. we are more diam =X Well duh.. all of us dunno each other!
The first lesson.. 写实课 + 逆向表演 .. Wait.. before that, Frankie lao shi asked us to yell and scream crazily..! Maybe because we're too quiet? =.=|||
Ok.. We have to act in turns.. act what? err.. i dunno how to say la.. anyway we have to do 逆向表演, means like.. ur expression is happy, but actually ur scare..? something like that la.. Kinda nervous though 'cause i dunno them =X
While watching them performing, Wei Jun is so freakin funny!! Because he forgot to do something and we kept waiting and laughing!!
Then, time to choose the group leader~ Most of the ppl choose Yu Hong, because he's kinda talkactive and know how to communicate.. Second is Pei Li, because she got a bit got the leader's look.. and next.. is me.. o___o||| I have no idea why those ppl choose me! maybe because i'm tall? swt.. That's what i hate about my height.. Those ppl will think that i'm brave or strong or leader or whatever.. but NO!! =X Anyway, Yu Hong is our group leader~ Fuu.. glad i'm not! =X
The next lesson... i think is the rhythem one? is like.. we form into a circle, facing out the circle, with our eyes closing.. then make any different sound to make a rhythem.. At first i dun really dare do make the sound.. but later i dare, and it's kinda fun~ then u can listen some of us can match with us.. while making the sounds, ahLing and Pei Li kept quoting me!! Got some moments I got a little bit confuse so made they quote wrong =X Then, i heard some other people quoting me too!! But while listening i kept laughing because the sound they made is freakin' funny!! XD Dunno la.. although the sound we made and combine is freakin' horrible and ugly, but.. I love the feeling when we can match and combine the sound..
When we open our eyes, there's one more group member arrive - Xue Shi aka Blood Vein =X Ok.. now our group have 11 members + 1(Frankie lao shi) = 12 members!
Another lesson is.. 非写实课.. We went to another classroom got those projector.. combine with another level 3 group - 拉菲而.. means is Xingling and ahKang's group! When i walk into the class and saw Xingling and ahKang, i'm so happy!! But when Xingling asked me to sit beside her, i ignored.. because.. i wanted to be with my team mates more than Milkgreen in this camp.. I wanted our group to be more.. like a group of friends or a family.. or else it would be just like last year...


Tammy lao shi is their teacher~ Then they (Tammy and Frankie lao shi) let's us watch some clips of performance of 非写实.. Hmm.. I still think it's kinda weird =X But.. I know more about it now..Although when we watch 非写实 we can't really understand, but it always have the meaning or always have something to tell the audience.. It's a kind of performance that doesn't care about "does the audience know what we're performing?" or need to have proper backgroud, proper clothing or whatever.. It's a non-logic kind of performance, it tells us the "real world", it even can perform without any clothing or whatever.. The whole performance it's just about the actor..
While watching those clips, i was still kinda blur, i thought 非写实 is a type of performance that we dun understand and perform negative things.. but no.. It just tell us something like treasure things or whatever la.. i dunno how to say la..
Suddenly remember bath time!! My towel... fell into the toilet bowl!!!! thank God the water in the toilet is clean =.=||||| And my clothes that i'm gonna wear are wet =.=|||||
Then at night, Frankie lao shi told us about the performance we're going to perform.. hmm.. dunno how to describe the performance la.. But Frankie told us about all his love experience... so cham la him.. He always been dump by his gf.. And his first experience very funny because it's in secondary school form 1! He had a gf because he felt it interesting! Then he broke up with that gf =_+||| So swt!! EH WAIT!! He told us not to tell anyone!! Oh well~ my blog just Xingling come see de la.. (xingling pls dun tell anyone ar!! this is our group de secret between Frankie lao shi =X)
As for our group, just Pei Li and Qiu Yan have experienced love relationship before! So swt!!
While lunch, dinner and even supper... we're VERY quiet!! But we'll always said that there're some crow flying across our heads..! Then we started to talk a bit... but still.. quiet..
告解大会... The venue is at the underground car park.. i told teacher i'm glad that i became more talkactive than last year.. but still it's kinda hard to communicate with some of them 'cause some of them are kinda quiet.. =_+
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Day 2
Hmm.. this day... I can't sleep well.. In the morning, do those warm up.. Got learn 《天梯录》 dance steps!! It's a bit different with last year.. but still i can catch up in a short time XD oh ya!! Shang Quan lao shi teach us the "jampi" we had to say before every meal!! "Hock egg sit nom, ka bush meal.... Hock egg sit nom, sang kre meal....." and... my God... 100 starjump!! But i did it...
But i think i'm a big loser when we're training things like starjump, sit ups, bumping, "big word jump" (?) and... one more is use our ab to "raise" our legs.. i dunno what it called... We have to do 10 bumpings, 30 sit ups, 10 "big word jump", 10++ the thing i dunno what it call.. then restart again and again... i'm so darn sad and confuse and sad that time.. because i dunno how to use my.. er.. abdomen to raise my leg.. dunno how to use my ab to do sit up.. i just.. u just can't "find" the way to control all these.. Then.. starjump.. unlimited... i can't believe i'm such a loser.. now i'm level 3.. but i stop before 100... then i jumped again... and stopped again.. jumped.. stopped.. jumped.. stopped... I dunno what's wrong with me.. I jumped more than that before.. but... i can't take it that moment.. such a loser...
Then, lunch time... before we all say the jampi, Frankie lao shi came and told us dun eat the food first.. After the jampi, he asked us to look/stare the rice to eat.. just the rice... when we take the veges and other food, or drink the drinks, we ONLY can look at the rice... Then he asked us to talk to ourselves.. Talk... talk.. talk.. at first i dun really know what to talk about.. just said that the chicken is freakin hard but it taste good.. the vege taste bad but at least i can eat, not like some people dun have food to eat bla bla bla... then teacher ask us to stop eating and go down under our table continue talking with ourselves.. then... i suddenly thought of those horrible skool life of mine last year... then he gave us each a plate of rice... i started to cry and eat... i can't eat... i'm just... so sad and angry...
3N... I hate this class very much... all of them except Huishin... Those ppl treated me as invisible... that's why i kept sleeping in class... recess.. i haven't eat finish my food.. but Michelle them walked away... sometimes MunYee got wait for me.. but later then not anymore... I hate them.. hate them so much... I really dun like that feeling... been treated as invisible... In 3N only Huishin knows my feelings.. but sometimes she didnt bother me too.. 3N.. the worst class, worst year in my entire life!! They ruine my life in 2006!!! made me so depressed... made me crazy.... made me beh tahan and cry while practising Theatresport at Yenting's condo's gym... I hate them so much.... really hate them...but really sad in the same time... why they did this to me....? why they treated me as invisible..... why.... But!! This was also my own prob!! Why i kept 自闭? why can't i think positive? serves me right..!!
I kept thinking about 3N... then 2007... 4A.... I really love this year... although there're some problem in frenship, milkygreen... but i love this year... especially 4A... I'm really glad i'm in this class... Yvonne, Ting, and Hsien... thx for being in 4A... then i think of Chong Hwa.... I hate Chong Hwa because they destoryed Art class..!! But in the same time... i'm glad i studied in Chong Hwa... if it wasn't Chong Hwa, I'll won't join and meet Milkygreen... I'll won't love drama... I'll won't be the me now....! But then i started to thought of 3N =.= STUPID!!! Cry a lot!!!
Then teacher took away our plates.. then kept blabbing oursleves.... then done! He asked us clear up our table quickly, and i was like.. walk around walk to take the table cloth with my face full of tears... but dun care la..!!
After cleaned our table, teacher asked us to walk backwards, still blabbing with ourselves... walk walk walk.... and this time i thought of SPM... next year... i'm going to be form 5... SPM... I'm not ready yet...!! BM.. Sejarah... Science... Akaun... I kept failing these subjects... Maths... i MUST get an A..!!! But... i'm still not ready yet... i want the year would always be 2007... because this is a very good year for me... VERY good year...
Then, we walked to a lane... our teacher become like.. fierce and horrible or whatever... he asked (scold) us to lay down on the floor with all our skin touched the floor (the floor has many dust and sand etc).. then said that we're rubbish... and asked us to move like rubbish... While laying down on the floor... i had no feeling already... i kept thinking those bad memories and became blured...my face... i even made my face "suffer".. i put my face touched the horrible dirty floor.. but dunno why... it felt nice...!
Then he asked us to move close the wall... then asked us to stand up.. kneel down.. stand... kneel.. stand..... then said that we're very good because listen to him... then he asked us to look at him..then he asked why we kept staring at him.. it was like... crazy or something la.. but i had no feeling... While he asked us why we kept staring at him.. he looked at me and asked (scold).. i just stared at him with anger.. i'm not angry at him.. 'cause i knew that it's one of the lesson... i'm just angry... angry of those 3N classmates...then asked us to take those newspaper to stuck into our clothes with the fastest speed (erm.. we're rubbish..)... then stand close to the wall.. then.. walk backwards again back to our class... that moment started to rain.. just walking in the rain... backwards... from M floor to 4th floor... walk the stairs... While walking backwards on the stairs, i found out it's easy to walk backwards on the stairs!! o__o|||
Ok.. arrived 4th floor... the next thing is... he asked us to stand close to the wall... (i forgot some of the parts la..) then dunno what happen already.. then he asked us take out all of the newspapers with the fastest speed... when he asked us to stop.. i haven't finish take them all off... some of them too... then he asked those who finished walk to the place infront and as for us... lay on the ground.. move like rubbish.. take a black rubbish plastic bag... then he asked all of us put our upper body into the plastic bag.. and roll on the floor... roll to his voice.. then when arrives.. put ourselves into the pplastic bag... sit down...then stared at the sky...
While staring at the sky... i felt more down... it's all white... no blue... just greyish white... and raining... i hate that feeling... feel like crying... and it's white... i hate white... i hate brightness... really hate it... then dunno why i saw many small round transparent things that looks like bacteria kept moving..!! then he asked us to cry... then laugh... then cry.... really felt like crazy.... felt 崩溃.... while crying and laughing and crying and laughing again and again... i dun feel like laughing... i wanna cry.. i felt like so fake...! After that, he asked us to rip off our plastic bags, stand up and yell/scream.... I felt so..... ughh.. dunno how to describe... I kept yell... yell... yell..... Then he asked us to stop.. and use the fastest speed to clean up the rubbish (wait.. i think i messed up the steps.. =.=|||) whatever la!!! Then go back into our class la!!
While walking to our class... Milo lao shi is watching(his class is beside)...!! But i had no feeling.. so i didnt bother...
Then, teacher asked us to take a cup, fill it full of water... then walk in slow motion from our class door to.. err.. i dunno which door la.. it's kinda hard because my legs are tired and kept shivering.. but.. the water.. we can't let the water fall.. so have top really concentrate to walk.. slow motion.. shivering.. *___*||| Got some moments my leg suddely unbalance!! So some water fell on the ground!! And got one moment my whole body really unbalance until i accidently bang on the door!! But thank God!! The water didnt spilt out!! X__X||||
After i finish my journey, i watch the remaining ones who are still walking... i was like.. wow.. their movements are like.. so hard to do!!! Especially YuHong!! And some of them too, but i kept concentrate on my cup of water *____*
Then everyone finished! And our teacher is back to normal.. and asked what we felt just now... i said that i kept thought about my bad memories.. during the whole lesson i'm all blured.. no feeling.. and think everyone are rubbish.. when staring at the sky.. felt down because i hate white.. and i saw some bacteria-like thingys on the sky.. and he said it IS bacteria!! o___O||| so swt!!
Then.. he asked us whether we hate him or not during the lesson... i had no feeling so i said no.. some of them yes.. some of them no... then he told us he's going crazy and 崩溃 while scolding us..!! He can't believe he's doing such things... he said that even Milo lao shi asked him is he all right o__o|||| i was like.. wow... if Milo also think like that.. then.. means very scary lor?! waa.. geng!! o__o|||
Then he told us, what we've done just now are all non-logic lessons.. 反逻辑.. Like.. things that people dun normally do... etc etc...
Then... time to choose characters for our performance... In the performance there's a young couple, an old couple, a director, and 5 "audience".. My God... I can't believe i'm one of the young couple!!! That character is a teenage girl, happy, got a bit "yasashi" and "hazukashi".. and... EWW THAT SUCKS!! I can't believe i'm actually going to act this kind of chara!!! Normally those chara i act are always like... cool.. got a bit evil.. and er.. elegant..? and.. unpolite..? or just normal... but this..!!!? For me is a horrible thing to act!! I feel so digusting when i'm acting those cute, hyperactive and.. any girly things!! For me are all digusting when i act those!! Well.. it's true when i'm the one who acts.. =.=||||||||||
Then.. err.. Wetwet is my couple, ahLing and Blood vein is the old couple, MeiJun is the director, others are the "audience".. Qiu Yan.. didnt act 'cause the third day/next day she leaving early........
Copy our scripts bla bla bla... Then got practise the performance for awhile.. so geli la.. *__*|||| Pei Li have to act the "audience"/crazy person!! Then it's kinda funny 'cause Pei Li kept being "crazy", Blood vein kept "getting cramp" (actually is acting old man), ahLing kept asking "为什么..? 为什么..?" (why..? why..?) stupidly because her script have many "why", WeiJun kept showing his scary eyes!! etc etc..!!
Then.. err.. i think is go to the skool hall and play with other groups? hmm..
Anyway, before this, i was very very down... but then!! It's time Eva lao shi teach us the dance step again!! I became soooo happy then because i love this song+dance steps!! XD
Today.. the second day.. Our group became more closer..! And it's funny, 'cause after the non-logic lesson, we kept talking about non-logic stuffs!! Then we kept make fun of the "jampi" that we had to say before every meal.. because we make fun opf the jampi, we get scolded by the camp "headmaster" (Jun Yao lao shi).. =X
We talk a lot today~ talk about non-logic things, stupid things.. and a lot of things..!!
Oh ya!! Suddenly remember the MC told us that every group have to find a clue to find "something"!! We have to find two/three clues!! hmm... (the MC is VERY cute and funny AND "mysterious"!! LOL)
Hmm... but i think when dinner we already found the first clue!! It asked us to keep notice things on our feet.. things on our feet.. means shoe lor..!!
At night in class, Frankie lao shi asked us to line up into a straight line according to our heights.. swt.. of course i'm the tallest girl la T_T But i'm glad i'm not the tallest in the group! =D Then.. he wants us to run (like jogging la).. run run run... concentrate running... it's normal at first.. then.. i didnt become more tired while running... i felt more.. er.. happy? because it's... "fun"...? Anyway.. i just jog jog jog... kept staring the ceiling... kept tyring to catch up the steps.. then kept thinking our group... then.. i thought of today is the second day... tomorrow is going to be the third day.. then 4th.. then...it's time to go home.... From happy to sad... I was like.. what the heck..? it's the second day already ah...? why so fast..?! Then i became blur again.. wanted to cry again.... run.. jog.. run.. jog... run... the feeling is very complicated la...
After run for dunno how many minutes, teacher asked us to stop... Then stand and form into a circle.. walk a few steps backwards... sit down... facing out.. lie down.. hold the person's hand beside us.. close our eyes.. and think about our group.... feel the heart beat of our members... it's all the same beat... everyone cried.....
Then open our eyes.. sit up.. everyone each have a piece of A4 paper and a pencil... then.. write a letter to our group.... (This "lesson" is called 心情之岛) After everyone finish writing... everyone take turns to read out what we wrote.... Lol.. some of them wrote things that are kinda same..! funny XD Hmm... cry cry cry... when Qiu Yan's turn she kept crying.. and said sry because she have to go... Our slogan.. "拉玛克有12个人,包括Frankie老师.." It's going to be 11 person... But now.. it became "拉玛克永远 都会是12个人,包括Frankie老师".....!!
Then.. it's our teacher's turn.. he told us he dunno what feeling he had... touch..? happy..? or.. what..? Then.. he told us that we're his last batch of students... because he's leaving...! then he said that he think himself getting older and older those things... i was like.. wow.. he's leaving...? and.. dunno la.. i really think he is really different compare to last year although i'm not his student last year.. last year he's very hyperactive, this year he's like.. so darn quiet compare to last year *__*||||
Ok.. after that, he play a song.. that song is like.. thing he wanted to tell us.. Hmm.. actually i can't really listen the lyrics sice i dun usually listen to chinese songs *__*||| but i heard some of the words he told us before la...hmm..
Then.. HUG TIME!! (LOL Sounds so bad!!) This hugs.. i hugged everyone.. hugged everyone very tight.. because i knew that if i dun hug every each of them and hug them tightly, i'll be very regret.. Because last year i didnt do that.. when Show Time i didnt hug all of them tightly too.. This time.. i MUST hug them all TIGHTLY..!!
Then while hugging them, WeiJun said "现在流行几个人一起抱 !" Then huggg!! Then he said again "现在流行一堆人一起抱!" LOL!!! GROUP HUG~~~ Then, our “拉玛克球” was born!! LOL!!!!
Hey! I forgot one part!! Is another group lesson with all other groups!!
hmm.. got projector and play those clips.. Got one of the image is HighTea 2 红粉俏佳人.. that image have Disheng.. hmm.. that moment quite down de.. because he just left a few months then he can graduate as Tea Teens 2!! =(
Then play game again!! This time is.. er.. answer questions..? if we answer it wrong, our teacher will have to take a plate of left-over veges, if we answer it correct, our teacher can give it to our groups' teachers =X But in the end, most of the group had a plate of vege, and we have to eat it X__X But actually taste not bad la, just a bit cold =D LOL
Okayy.... Then.. er... i think is 告解大会 time??
This day the venue is in the skool hall... hmm.. i asked teacher am i the lousiest one while starjump/sit up/bumping those... but he said these are not important.. everyone is equal.. hmm.. i think i'm a bigh loser today.. = ( then i forgot what i told him... i think i told him, whenever i think of those bad memories, i only will have those "energy" to do those.. then he said that i'm 悲观.. =X So shit la.. because i know that too.. =X
today is very very VERY funny and fun!! because while we're waiting the "event" to end, we play "eye contact" and concentration!! I win Yu Hong!! XD That Blood Vein ah!! I haven lose but he say i lose!!! >=( Then we all kept staring at the person beside our babysitter!! I think that guy is ?菲尔's babysitter!! So funny because while we're staring at him, he kept walk away!!! WAHAHAH!!! XDXD Then we change to stare our teacher!!! He kept wanna make us laugh but we didn't~~ XD (Man.. that moment stare until my eyes wanna burst!!!) Then e ask us to stare our babysitter!! *Stares* LOL!!! Our babysitter act like nth happen!! XD So funny we kept laughing that moment!! That moment we're the most noisy group!! XDXD
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Day 3
Hmm.. last night teacher asked us to bring a sleeping bag along us..
This morning..!! The happiest morning!! I can't believe i'm so "open" while dancing "warm up dance" with other group members!! My group was the most noisy one!! darn funny!! XD and we have to "build" a pyramid.. there are 8 groups, we're the 4th group, and compete with the 3rd group.. well~ our group beat the 3rd group!! XD Then we're in the semifinals!! We lose because the other group was faster than us = ( But we did hold until the last second!! In the last second, our pyramid fell!! I'm one of the most bottom one, and my whole body just "pok" on the ground!! it's kinda hurt but i kept laughing because is very fun!!! XDXD Oh ya, and we learn the following steps of the dance again~

Our "pyramid" =X I'm at the bottom middle.. (duh.. can't see my face also.. =.=)
Hmm... breakfast~ oh ya!! i nearly forgot!! Because WeiJun left his name tag in the canteen, so he had to tell a touch/sad story to all of us as punishment!! Very funny lor!! Because dunno why WeiJun is gone!! So we plan to call him back!! So swt because when we call him back, he really came back!! Shock us all!! LOL!!! Then time for him to tell the touch/sad story!! Omg... that story is NOT SAD AT LAST!!! It's FUNNY!!! But we kept act like the story is very touch and sad, but actually we wanted to laugh so badly!!!!! XDXD
And!! We found the second clue!! This time it asked us to notice around our classroom!! eat eat eat eat.....
After that, back to class...
Hmm.. today's lesson is also 非写实 and non-logic.. but i think today's lesson is better~ i mean.. it's also those weird things.. but better than the day before la..!
The first one is.. we have to listen the music/rhythem and do those 非写实 movements? alah i dunno how to describe la!!
The next one is... *time for sleeping bags!* We use the sleeping bags to cover ourselves, cover our entire body, and do the same thing again (kinda?)..!
Althought these two activities are WEIRD, but it's FUN too!! LOL dunno how to say la!! Feels like, when u're in the sleeping bag, u want how to truggle also can!! LOL!!
After the lesson, time to play games with other groups again!!
Today's game is.. err.. dunno how to say la.. is like team work game or what la.. We have to find 3 cents, 5 stones, 5 plates, 11chopstick or forks (i forgot already la), wash one of the 工委's head (LOL), help the leader of the camp massage, write 15 people names from other groups etc etc!! Kinda fun too!! XD
Then.. i think is lunch time?
Something happened.. Yu Hong asked us to think and shout out the quote before meal, but most of of didnt bother.. = Then of course he angry la..
Then ah, i wrote "Ganbatte" on a piece of paper to Carin while she's eat+walk in slow motion, then Yu Hong scold me and said that i'm disturding others, later their teacher scold!! What the heck la.. what u know about?! I'm not disturbing her ok?! I'm just tell her to ganbatte!! Why did i do wrong?!! U think u angry then u can scold anyone ah?! Dunno anything still want to scold ppl!!!
But then i think again.. eh.. we're the one who made him angry first la.. hmm.. whatever la...Although later then he's back to normal, but i still felt uncomfy.. So i apologized =D And i felt better then~
Then... practise our performance....
WAIT!! Suddenly forgotten one part!! Today is the day QiuYan is going back early!! The day before this we planed we're going to sing a song for before she go while lunch, but we forgot!! Then now, she's back here in our class!! Then we quickly sang the song we planed to sing, 《朋友》.. Well of course i dun really know how to sing la =.=||| Then HUG!!! Lol i hug her first!! =X Then i said “诶,上次有人讲过现在流行一堆人一起抱hor??” Then group hug (拉玛克球) again!!! XD
At first in the morning, i thought it's going to be a great day today~! But start from this moment while practising our performance.. I'm confuse again.. i dunno how to act this "cute+active+yasashi+hazukashi" teenage girl..!! Feels so fake while acting..!! I can't act the character normal..
that moment i'm very confuse.. very.. ugh dunno what to do!! And because of that, i think Wetwet is getting bored and irritating because i'm wasting the time..!! Then i just asked him to practise himself 'cause i wanted to "find" the right expression...
Group practise... kept day dreaming la... but thanks to Blood Vein because he say about the "dog" and "cat"..!! LOL And WeiJun, MeiJun too, beacuse when i look at them, i can't control myself to laugh =.=|||||||||
Practise... practise infront of the "indoor window" that we can see our own reflection.. while watching myself, i kept thinking.. why am i always like this..? everytime i practise any performance i'll be like this!! 《晴天娃娃之恋》.. 《恋》.. 《一起飞》... and some of the skool performance... why am i always like this..? why am i always "nervous"..? and i dun even know is this nervous or what..!! Felt like crying that time.. i mean, i WANT to cry!! My tears all came out la!! Very blur also la!! Wetwet, Pei Li and Blood Vein kept playing/acting old ppl.. i wanted to join them too but.. i can't laugh.. i just stare at them... no feeling.. Got a moment Blood Vein "kill" me.. i didn't ingore.. because.. dunno why i felt like i wanna die...!! I just hate myself...!!
oh ya! forgot about dinner~ The MC appeared again!! He gave us 10 minutes and asked all of us to find our groups' secret.. er.. secret thing..? (whatever) We quickly ran to our class!! Searched everywhere.. EVERYWHERE!!! But we can't find anything!!! Then we heard from another 工委 that our babysitter haven put the secret thing in place!!! We were like.. what the heck...?!! But we kept searching around!! Then after that we stop finding, then started to play =.=|||| Then again, we play the jampi again!!
"Hock egg sit nom.. ka bush meal... Hock egg sit nom.. sang kre meal....." LOLOLOLOL!!!! XDXD
Then!! Our babysitter appeared!!! He told us to go to our teacher because that thing is in our teachers bag!!!! We quickly rushed down the stairs back to the canteen!!! Then beg our teacher, but he act like dunno anything =__+|| But after we beg him then only he give us!! We took it and open it, it's a piece of paper, we have to collect our members signature!! Quickly sign!!! There's one more person's signature left!! Our teacher's signature!!! We quickly rush to our teacher and let him sign!!! After he sign, suddenly Tammy lao shi ripped our paper!!!!!!! OMG!!!!! We all scream like crazy looking at Tammy lao shi and the paper!!!! Our paper...!!!!! We quiclky search for the sticky tape and stick them back together!!! Fuuu..!! Crazy man!!!
Oh ya!! One more thing i forgotten!! We have to do a small performance with 拉菲尔!! So scare and nervous la us!!!
We divide into two groups.. Me, ahLing, PeiLi, Yu Tao and Blood Vein one group.. YuHong, Wetwet, WeiJun, Xin Yuan and Mei Jun one group.. Then each group have a picture and a song.. then we have to perform it..? alah.. i dunno how to say la.. Anyway the performance we have to perform of course is 非写实 la..
The picture.. is about looks like.. err.. dunno how to describe..! but we look the picture upside down and with a non-logical way *__*|||| Lol..
Watch the other group perform... LOL ahKang's eyes..!! So funny!! =X Xingling not bad leh! =D!!
While dicussing this performance.. i was like.. blur.. AGAIN.. Like.. "A" say wan like that, but then "B" say want like that, then suddely "C" say dun wan, wan like blablabla... UGHHH!! All very confuse la!!! I just wait for them to tetep everything then later only ask them what to do.. VERY confuse lor...
Perform... We haven discuss finish then just perform =.= While performing.. dunno la.. feel kinda enjoy *__*||| Later then, listen to those teachers' comments... I can't believe the result of our group are not so bad..! And.. i can't believe Tammy lao shi said that i'm the most outstanding one in my group!! o___o||| At first i dunno she's talking about me! When she's looking at me and said "the girl wearing green shirt" i was like.. "huh?" (look at my clothes' colour) "me?! o___o|||" SO SWT LAAA!!! But.. happy =D
Later then, i only know.. i misunderstood one of the part of the performance =.= Oh well~
告解大会... Today the venue is on the highest floor.. what's that called? er.. i forgot what it call in english la, chinese is 天台 la... While walking to the venue and waiting, i just feel like wanna explode..!!! When arrived, my tears immediatly "burst" out!! Try sitting futher from my group members.. the feeling is very very very complicated...!! Then look into the sky.. KL tower and KLCC... this is the first time i ever thought that KL Tower was soooo pretty..!! It kept "changing" the clolour of the tower...!! From purple to blue to green to yellow to red to... it just.. so nice and pretty.. felt so nice..
At first i want to be the first! I had so much to say!! But some of them faster than me =( then i wanna be the second!! but another one of them faster than me again =( Then finally i'm the third one!! *Took a deep breath, and go!* Told teacher evrything except YuHong that thing (but got write in report).. SO SHIT LOR!! Because my tears kept falling down!! I thought i won't be crying after took a deep breath!! Then teacher said that i'm TOOOO 悲观 and think too much X___X!! I know that but i also dunno why i always think too much!!!
Hmm.. i think i talk to teacher for more than 2 minutes because everyone has limited 2 min to talk only, and our babysitter came and said that i can go back to place already = (
Back to place.. kept quiet and kept crying again..!! KL Tower... REALLY pretty lor.. Then i become more "peacefull".. continue staring at KL Tower.. pretty.... *__* LOL!!
Then after everyone finished, teacher came out from behind the cloth.. then bla bla bla... Hm.. try to act like i didnt cry or whatever lor.. But i think some of them already knew that i cried =_=|||
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Day 4
This morning while we woke up, the leader of the camp asked us no need go brush teeth+wash face, just go to the canteen and gather.. I was like.. YES!!! TIME TO PLAY SOME WOTAA (WATER)!!! XDXD Then told PeiLi no need to take things 'cause it's time to play water~~~!! Hmm.. this day.. i try to be happy as possible~ ^^
Canteen.. everyone arrived.. then the MC appeared!! (GOD!! everyone loves him 'cause he's looks so cute and funny but mysterious too!! LOL!!) Then he asked whether we remember our "secret code" that our babysitter kept blabbing last time!! (I didnt write 'cause i forgot which day izit =X) We rember of course!! Because we wrote it behind the paper that has our group name that was on our canteen group table!! Then the MC said, if who figured out what's the "secret code" raise up our hands and say it loud!! We did, but.. he said we're wrong..!! While we're listening to other groups.. their code have "meanings".. but ours.. dun have.. Our code that we wrote on the paper is "ke mana de 定安雨很勇".. like.. what the heck? there's no meaning!! We kept think think think.... then suddenly, the MC told us that we can actually read the code from back to front!! We're like.. WHAT THE HECK!! SWT!!! then we read it again and again.. With a short time, we figured it out..!! It's " 永恒与安定的拉玛克"... And we're correct!!
Hmm.. when we figured it out.. dunno why i felt so happy when saw the code.. i think it suits us a lot.. and it's kinda special too 'cause it has our group name..!! The others dun have!! =D

First station
Left to right: YuHong, Blood Vein, KaedE, Wetwet
(the one stand behind us is from another group LOL)
Play water!!! We have 5 stations to play!! erm.. Our first station is.. search for the knife.. 2nd one is use the slipper to kick those things.. then 3rd is.. "cat walk"+"fashion show".. 4th is.. push the water to the number.. then the last is search for the puzzle bla bla bla...
Anyway, in these games, our group slogan was born!! "拉玛克!! 极品(gek ban)!!!" LOL!! And guess what? our group is the top 5 highest marks!! happy~ XD

Second station
After that.. very swt lor!! Because time to back to sleep!! I was like.. is this true? 'cause last year after we play these games we have to clean up ourselves an continue our lessons!!! o__O||||
After changed my clothes, in the room, i dunno what to do 'cause i can't go back to sleep!! Then it's kinda bored so i lie down, mana tahu i suddenly fell asleep =.=|||

Canteen (actually that paper i'm holding has our group name written on it =.=)
Then.. err.. after breakfast...back to class lor.. Then.. err... "play" rhythem..? dunno la!! It's we walk around then kept changing the rhythem we clap and step.. swt dunno this lesson is this day or yesterday's lesson *__*|||
Then err... i dunno is after this or what la.. our teacher ask us to find a place to sit down.. then lie down.. dun think anything... (actually is ask us to rest and sleep la..) Then play some music from the radio.. sleep.. BUT I CAN'T SLEEP LAA!!! I just "half sleep half awake"!! Feel so bad X__X I heard someone snoring.. so nice because they can sleep =( Then suddenly Frankie lao shi wake me up!! then only i knew that i'm asleep, and i dun even know =.= But feels like didnt sleep at all =.=||||||
Then, some of then asked him what he what us to do just now? izit a lesson or..? Actually he's just letting us to rest.. because he saw our eyes kept want to close but we kept said that we're not tired when he asked =__+||||| Although i can't sleep.. but thx for letting us sleep anyway =) Then we play the "jampi" before meal!! LOL
Hmm.. what happen ah this day..? ya.. this is the fourth day.. we're going to perform tonight..!! omg.. so fast..?!
Then.. practise the performance.. This time i practise with a.. happy mind.. I try to act natural as possible.. and i did improve =D dunno la.. teacher said de.. =_=||| Anyway i felt mush happier because i improved =) While we're practising, I kept forgetting our performance is tonight.. TONIGHT..!! So darn fast la wei.. =.=
Suddenly, our babysitter came, and told us that... WE'RE THE FIRST GROUP TO REHEARSE!!! GOD!!!

Oh God.. i look horrorble..

My God.. i look stupid.. =.=

Kena kidnap


All girls dies
It's very funny before we reheasal! Because MeiJun had to sit on that tall place that looks kinda dangerous, then we all "hormat" to her!! XD
After rehearsal.. JunYao lao shi (the camp's headmaster) said that the young couple (me and Wet) very geli and fake.. =_______=|||||||||| I became down again..!!!! Because i tried to be natural..!!! but still geli and fake.............. T_____T
Back to class to practise... Hmm.. must be 乐观 ahh!!! Cannot be down..!!
Practise practise practise.. then Frankie Lao Shi go out for awhile.. So we practise the whole performance again and again.. After that we discuss our problem, then we separate and correct our own problems.. then our teacher came back, then i saw him look at us, looks like dissapointed with us.. I was like, shit lor... he must be misunderstood us!!
Later then, he gather us and talk talk talk talk... then got say about this..!! He misunderstood us laa!!! He thought we didnt practise together but actually we did!!! X__X (I got write and explain to him in the report la.. or else i scare he kept misunderstood us!! X__X)
Hey i forgot one more thing!! Another group lesson with other groups!!
Talk about TeaTime.. Hmm.. I can't believe 《晴天娃娃》 and 《花都舞厅》 (dunno how to write) are soooooo "famous"!! Now..? 《拭去》... SO COLD LA THIS PERFORMANCE!!
Really think LihYeh, AhMoong, Yu Er, Li Ting them... and DiSheng, Ming Jie that year de... all very geng lor... now..... =__=||||||
Then he let all of us go to toilet blablabla.. then we saw the other groups went to bath already!!! We asked them who let them bath they say their teacher let them go bath!! Then we told our teacher and he also shock because he dunno got such thing!! LOL Then go bath~!!
I can't believe it.. i'm the slowest one.. =.= why am i always the slowest one?!! Eat and bath also slowest!!! Dut!! >=(
After bath, we went back to class and eat our dinner~ LOL we continue say about... *ehem* =__+|||| Anyway very funny la!! After that, we went to the canteen to fill our water bottles together ^^ Love this feeling~ and.. i'm still eating =.=|||| SLOW LAA!!!!
Back to class~ Our teacher is here~ then do our last rehearsal~
Then.. warm up!! while doing the expression warm up, i kept wanna laugh because WeiJun's eyes..!!! Then i dun dare to "look pass by his face"!! because it's wayyyyy too scary and funny!!! After we finish doing this, i beh tahan say it out!!! i said that WeiJun's eyes are very scary!! Then they all laugh because they also think the same!!!! LOLOLOLOLOL!!!!! FUNNY~~~~!!!!
Before going to the hall, we build our 拉玛克球 again!! Funny!! XD
*Wait for the whole performance to start*
Kinda nervous 'cause we're the second group to perform (actually also can say is the first group because the first group is Level 5's performance X_X||)!! But what good is, we can watch others' performance "peacefully" (lol)!!
Level 5 performance... I thing last year's level 5 perfomance is better = But i like the girl that stand at the front! Her changes of expression very geng!! =.=)b
Then.. our turn to perform... kinda nervous..!! But later then ok ok lor... Hmm.. i drink the "poison" too early la... =.=||| but.. whatever~!!

After our performance.. dunno why i felt very VERY tired..! And when i watch other groups' performance... wow... i think they're better than me!! ughh!! wanna sleep while watching!! Damn tired!! =.=||| I really love PeiFun(米卡爱鲁), Carin(扎夫奇特), and Xingling/ahKang's(拉菲尔) groups' performance!! very nice lor their performance...!!
After all performance, time to give certs~ Our group's best students are YuHong and PeiLi~!! Omg! the best student in 扎夫奇特 is Carin!! And 拉菲尔 is GuanTing and YouJun (TeaTime14 frens~XD)!! Congrats to all!! X3 *still down+sleepy mode =.=*

Our group teacher - Frankie lao shi (left)

PeiLi(my teammate) and Jun Yao lao shi (aka the camp's headmaster)

YuHong(my teammate) and Jun Yao lao shi

Carin(Milkygreen fren) and JunYao lao shi

YouJun(TeaTime14 fren) and JunYao lao shi

GuanTing(TeaTime14 fren) and JunYao laoshi

*Pause* (Those 工委 very "evil"!! They take the chance to take our photo while we can't move!! >:O)
--Left to right: ahLing, KaedE, WeiJun, Blood Vein, MeiJun(blocked by XinYuan), XinYuan(holding file and bottle), YuHong (bottom)
Hmm.. after the whole ceremony.. We all collect our things and go to the canteen~ Grr.. PeiLi and Blood Vein drank finish my water..!! >:O
In the canteen, suddenly SiYang came and told me and ahLing Jiawei, KhenSear and DiSheng came!! (ahLing very gek dong =.=|||) I know Jiawei KhenSear sure got come la.. but DiSheng?! Never knew that he would come~ hoho~ whatever la~ =X
Dunno why.. our group seem like very quiet.. VERY!!! Suddenly remember that Blood Vein wipe the "blood" that used by 扎夫奇特's on their performance on my face..!!! ARGH!!! So eww!!! And it dried so fast!!!!
While waitng, some of us went to take some drinks.. Suddenly JunYao lao shi came and stare at PeiLi angrily, and asked her whether we "pray" already or not (PeiLi was drinking the drink).. Then only we noticed.. we have say out the "jampi"... o___o|||| Then the JunYao laoshi aka "the camp headmaster" scold all of us.. Kinda scary.. =S
But i think our group is the "best", 'cause we're the most "quiet" one.. the other groups ah.. walau.. siao la them..!! Think the place is disco or what!! So stupid la 'cause the songs they play stupid TECHNO songs and that Sean Kingston's Beautiful Girl song!! EWWW HATE IT!!!! And those ppl stand on the bench and dance..!! What the heck la!!! Looks really like a disco la this canteen!!! =.=||||||
Then.. our turn to take those food~
Hmm.. while eating, Frankie lao shi saw us very quiet and down, so he came and play with us... LOL We play *Truth or Dare*!! Thank God i'm "save"!! =D!! Dunno la!! that time while playing truth or dare, we're the noisiest!!! So funny la!! Xinyuan, ahLing, Blood Vein and PeiLi kena the "bottle"!! XD So funny laaa~!!! After that, dunno who call our teacher, then we back to "down" again = Eat eat eat... then suddenly the camp leader blow the whistel!! (every time when she whistel we have to pause!) Then she asked us to eat and clean up quickly then gather at the skool hall!!! MY GOD!!!! I eat until wanna die 'cause i took many meehun!!! No wait.. is all Blood Vein's fault!! He kept put those meehun on my plate!!! ROAAAARR!!!!!!

艾而group(left) + 拉玛克 (right)

拉玛克 Take 1 (NG)

拉玛克 Take 2 (OK!!)
Skool hall... shit... sure going to cry again.. =_=|||||
All of us separate into our own group... then form a circle, close our eyes again... so shit because already start crying =.= then each group has some candles... everyone have each... There're only 11 candles... we kept saying that the candle less one, because our group suppose to be 12 members although QiuYan is not here!! but we act there's one more candle... Those candles.. we have to light them up and form it into our group logo ( ≈ )... Hmm.. very nice when looking it *___*
After finished doing that, Frankie lao shi join our circle.. Then he said something to us one by one... when he told me not to so 悲观, i immediately beh tahan covered my face (with my head..?), because i knew he would say about this..!! We cry.. cry cry cry.. cry.. cry... cry cry cry cry... Aiyah kept crying and talking la!! Hmm.. teacher said that we really ARE "peaceful".. That's what our group's name mean... Then he kept said that he dunno what feeling he felt now..! Lol kept repeating the same thing..! Then he told us.. he really think himself become older and older.. can't be active like Emiko lao shi them anymore... Then.. cry cry cry.. most of us cried.. even Frankie laoshi cried.. Lol didnt know that he's such an emotional teacher.. =__+||| But also laugh.. then WeiJun kept want us to say out our feelings.. but then time's up!! LOL!!! So funny!!
Then got one moment all of us stand up.. then the PA System play that song...!! 《不远》 by 萧亚轩..!! GOD!!! This song again..!! Milo used to play this song in Milkygreen.. Shit la.. this song always makes us cry...!! That moment i'm already crying, then this song..!! Makes my cry more..!!!
Then all of us have to sit beside and forma BIG circle with all other groups... Hmm.. those teacher turn to say out their feelings.. Hmm.. We kept looking at Frankie lao shi 'cause he kept crying and holding..
And the other teachers.. Milo lao shi cried...? I think this is the first time i saw Milo cry until like that... I think we Milkygreen didnt made he like that before....?
hmm... and.. Eva lao shi.. last year she didnt cry until like this.... while i saw her crying.. i got a bit.. "regret" about last year.. because my group (last year) was like.. a bunch of strangers... and that moment i'm still not "open" and "talkactive"...
All of the teachers cried... and..i can't believe so many teachers are actually going to... leave TEA....? When they say the circle in the middle is getting smaller and smaller.. i was like... stuned...? 'cause it sound so sad.. =(
After all of that, those teachers walk up to the stage, and paint some stuffs.. paint our logo.. Hmm.. Our teacher paint it not bad =D Yellow campu green.. Lol..
Then.. time to blow our candles... i.. i really dun want to blow.... but still we have to blow la =.=|||| After that... HUG!!!! Hugged everyone of them!! Lol i like Frankie lao shi and blood Vein's hug because they're TALL!! (taller than me la =_=||) and they will pat my head! LOL comfy! After hug everyone, of course.... 拉玛克球!!! LOL!!! FUNNY!!!!
After finish hugging them we all separated.. ahLing dunno go where already =.=||| Kept searching for Milkygreen.. Search very long time.. then i saw Pei Fun!! *Hugz~*
Hmm.. dunno why 莱多 de just got me, PeiFun, YuHong, YongWen and JunQuan =( Then saw YongWen! *hugz*
Then!! Finally saw Carin!! Then Xingling them!! But then I saw ahKang, Zhenhui, YouJun and GuanTing!! I quickly call Carin come!! Then group hug~!! Hmm.. TeaTime14 Group C.. Just the few of us.. but still happy to see them.. i'll never forgot memories of TeaTime14 too!!
Then we (me, Carin, Zhenhui and ahKang) go find xingling them~ They're hugging Milo!!! We quickly go hug too!! XD After Milo walked away, we Milkygreen de began to sot!! We shout "Milkygreen HO HA HO" again..!! Then we kept spinning around, and also spin with only one leg!! LOL SIAO!!! XDXD
After all that, we go back to our room.. And what stupid is... MeiJun give back those candles to the 工委!!! Before that me, ahLing and PeiLi wanted to keep one as memory!!! NOOOOO!!!!
then.. hmm.. our group go to our classroom talk about ghost stories..!! that moment dun have electricity, so become more scary!! Some of the other group member came to listen too, but then they scary so went away.... talk talk talk talk.. then become lesser ppl!! Then we beh tahan so.. end of the ghost stories =.=||||| I even said sry to the classroom 'cause.. maybe we're disturbing "them".... who knows..? *__*||| *shivers~~*
hmm.. then all members separated except me, ahLing and PeiLi.. Hmm.. we went to the skool's balcony (second floor) to write the report... There're many groups over there.. playing.. hmm... Then we saw many teachers walking around.. (this floor is teachers' bedroom's floor).. then we saw Frankie lao shi! He look so down.. then PeiLi asked him to do mask on his eyes! Lol
Then ahLing went to play with those ppl.. PeiLi and her fren dunno go where already.. just left me.. then i beh tahan go back to bedroom(classroom)...
Very swt lor when i arrived the 3rd floor!! Because those female teachers are there!! I dunno what expression i want to give them!! Then in the end.. i gave them ia shock look.... =.= .................... WHAT THE HECK LA!!! WHY WANT TO GIVE A SHOCK LOOK!!! STUPID!!!
Ok.. in the bedroom... writting the report.. write.. write.. write... then PeiLi is back..! She told me it's 4am++ already!! o___o||| but i have to finish writting only sleep!! write write write write... OK DONE!! SLEEP!!!
*This is the first time i REALLY sleep in these 5days 4 nights.. =_=|||*
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